Blast!

A few days ago I felt a blast then heard one and nobody has told me what it was. I have overheard that it was parliament house being demolished but when I asked somebody about it I got the impression that I should not ask about it. And I was told it never happened. I am in Western Australia. Today was odd. While at the home of one of my lovers I recieved the impression that one of my friends had been murdered. And later my lover served me food with red streaks in it. I hope I am paranoid and wrong about this but she may have served me his blood. I can't tell anyone but my blog lets me tell everyone. I really feel sick. Love